
What must it be like to have a mind that has direction and purpose, a world view with an overarching theme? My own mind roams aimlessly, illuminated by little sparks and linked by ad hoc connections that briefly show me something . . . or perhaps nothing. To be someone like Euan Uglow with a burning passion to follow an idea – what is that like? All-consuming, obsessive, uncompromising . . . but cohesive.
I’m not repining: those little sparks – my whims and starts – bring me interest and entertainment. Besides, I would find it difficult to reconcile an awareness of my various ignorances and πάντα ῥεῖ with something less unpindownable.
In the past few days I have:
- stayed in Milton Keynes in a hotel with a view of God and Mammon (the Church of Christ the Cornerstone looks across at the vast CMK shopping centre; not up there with Milan though);
- seen The Point, an entertainment complex built in 1985 that I visited occasionally and is now scheduled for demolition;
- walked to Wickes for some paint tester pots, past a demolished Sainsbury’s and a derelict Toys R Us and through innumerable warehouse-size stores and car parks;
- walked through CMK shopping centre a couples of times, observing how shoppers seem either sleep-walking or energised (me included);
- added to my wardrobe in that same shopping centre;
- read about the street disturbances/looting in Clapham;
- visited the In Bloom exhibition and seen how a drive for moremoremore, allied to the opportunities to European life offered by capitalism and colonialism, brought rare plants into British gardens to such an extent that they are now a nuisance (rhododendrons again) or available for a pittance on garage forecourts;
- started reading Grand Hotel Abyss by Stuart Jeffries on the Frankfurt School – mostly while eating and drinking in very nice restaurants;
- reminisced endlessly.
This morning I listened again to an old In Our Time about Walter Benjamin to continue the Frankfurt School strand that I’ve begun. His commentary on the modern world chimed with all of the above – both in his intense interest in investigating memory and culture and what he had to say about them. I scribbled down some of what the speakers said about his unfinished Arcades Project – not because I can possibly say whether he was correct or not, but because of those little sparks going off again.
The [Paris] Arcades [of the nineteenth century], for Benjamin, represented architectural manifestation of the ephemerality of modernity . . . Baudelaire’s theory of modernity as focussed on the ephemeral and the transient. These architectural structures were themselves very ephemeral: they emerged in the 1820s and 1830s and most of them were demolished by the early 1850s. Not only did they contain some things that were fading away . . . as architectural structures they were themselves antiquated from the beginning.
. . . Identify the primal form of industrial capitalism as it is experienced . . . the place where the consumer is born, where the shopper comes into being.
. . . Inhabiting the streets as a site of stimulation, of electrical energy, which Benjamin sees as being incubated in the Arcades, but the the same time this is also the coming of the dream-sleep over Europe. We are going to succumb to the wonders and the beauties that are put before us because often in the Arcades imperial goods – intoxicating goods – of tobacco, chocolate and perfume were sold. So it’s the emblem of a very seductive form of capitalism, but it is also precarious, it disappears and becomes rationalised in the department store. Capitalism as the generator of fantastic relationships that will service our dreams.
[As the Arcades] become less fashionable they become the place of junk . . . all about things falling out of fashion and thereby revealing to us desires that we once had.
Ladies and gentlemen, I give you the giant carcass of Toys R Us near CMK railway station. Or The Point, where I laughed myself silly at A Fish Called Wanda. Πάντα ῥεῖ.
































